Merry New Year!!

I bid a very Prosperous, Lovely, Healthy, Insightful, Fantabulous, Glamorous New Year to All!

Best Monthsary so far

We are six months now! December 28 turned into a very memorable month celebration for us. Bonn went to San Pablo last 27 December night and spent the weekend there. We already talked of the plan for the 28th, our 6th month. He said he wanted to go to Nagcarlan to see the Underground Cemetery and to Majayjay to see the

falls; so we did. When we got there, the place was closed! So we took somee photo of it and were left with no choice but to leave. So we went to Liliw, pass to Magdalena and to Majayjay town proper. Since it was our first time to go there, we didn't know what to jeepney to ride. We found we could rent the jeepney from the town proper to get us to the falls; it would cost around 400 pesos. And since it was too expensive for the 2 of us to rent the whole jeepney, we rode a trike and rented it for 150 pesos; at least we knew how to go there the next time we would bring friends with us. It was a quite long trip but it was all worth it. When we got into the place, we were in awe! The water was so clear you could almost drink it. It was cold that you could literally put your cola in it to make it almost ice-clod. The falls was in its majestic display. It was so white while it fell into the pool of water. That pool where water fell was very inviting; if only I brought spare cloth with me, I could have jumped into it. We took photos of the place; there were people camping at the moment. We enjoyed the scenery nd the serenity it brought us. Haaay, I couldn't wait to come back there. We said we'd be going with our friends for a camping next time. Around 3 in the pm, we decided to go up and waited for a jeepney that brought us into the town proper.

The jeep arrived around quarter to 5 that afternoon. The place was so cold and we were stuck there for about 2 hours or so. We couldn't stand the temperature anymore; so we diverted our attention so as not to feel the coldness. We tried dancing, taking photo, smoking, teasing each other (him teasing me most of the time,) smoking, singing, texting our friends and we even tried to eat hot noodles, but it was unfortunate the cook of the cafeteria was not there, ha! I almost insisted on cooking, it was really cold in that place! And since there was nothing we could do about it, we just said "Isipin natin wala naman nito sa Manila, i-enjoy nalang natin" haha!

We arrived at San Pablo around 730 in the pm; just in time for dinner. I was really hungry that day and he noticed it. I normally eat less than he did but that day, that night after the road trip, I ate more haha. After dinner, we watched DVD, Project Catwalk. We enjoyed the night as we did the day. It was so ecstatic and lovely and heart-felt. I told him that it was the best month-sary...so far; because there would be more month-celebration for us to come.

Soft to Callous Skin...Numb, Cold, Hard, Tough

I am not pretty sure why am I like this way. When you care to people so much and after all your effort have been wasted, you end up being hurt. Eventually you learn to gurad yourself from the pain. You see, it' like a soft skin turning into callous; if you repeatedly rub your soft skin, it feels pain over and over, but at the same time it is calling for re-inforcement. Later on, upon continuous rubbing, it grows harder, a callous, so that when you use it the next time it does not feel pain anymore.

Many times, so many times, I just want to be number and colder and harder and tougher than what I am right now; BTW I already am since time immemorial. You'll grow numb if you're continuously feeling or experiencing that same thing over and over again; if you do, you'll be cold and you won't realize you are already until someone tells you; then you'll be harder on them, not knowing you're already hurting them since you are numb and cold already; eventually, they'll think your tough. But I also am thinking, what will I become if I grew this way, or how many people will be hurt around me. My close friends, who really know me, see me, as cold-aloof-snob-hard-to-approach guy already to those I don't really know. Come on! What an iceburg will I be if I continue being this way. I am thinking why am I like this; perhaps I dont want to be hurt anymore that is why I'm guarding myself; perhaps I'm annoyed; perhaps it gives me liberty to do anything I want without caring what anyone will say; perhaps there is an image I am sculpting for myself I will be using in the future, perhaps...

But one thing is for sure, I dont like to be this way to the people I love and care about.

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No to vacation hang-over!

Christmas vacation hang-over... I hope not to have one

Thinking right now, I have so many things to do when I go back on 5 Jan. Lots of assignments in school, lots of journals to read and study, lots of lessons to lecture, haaay...

For now, I'm gonna enjoy the vacation as much as I could.

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New York, New York... Gossip Girl

Gossi Girl...what's with this series? Most are hooked-up with it. Well, I myself love to watch series films... I want to have continuity. But for those people who aren't really watching these kind of stuff, what made them do Gossp Girl?

Many had their reason for wtching this but mine was the love of the place, Manhattan, NY. The story revolves on the elite socialites of Manhattan's upper-east siders. I don't know but there was really something in NY, NY. I remembered when I went there, I was in awe and admiration. All my life I wanted to set foot in NY, and there I did! I actually saw the fifth avenue where the Waldrof shop was located; the steps where B and the rest of the bees were sitting during lunch; St. Patrick's Cathedral; even the Central Park where prince Nate was jogging! *sigh* New York, New York.

When I was there, I didn't want to go back here in the Philippines; I already wanted to live there. And so I promised myselfn I would be going back there, perhaps establish my life there. Who knew, I might meet GG, haha!

xoxo